so sad to be
wishing for the warmth of 5 years ago
four years later
wha' happened?
what it do?
"I am all you need."

still:
there's a sensitivity in me
that "digs" as in "I dig" as in "You dig?"
Yeah, yeah, yeah: "I dig". I get it. There's beauty. I want to save something.
I'm afraid of the powers that be. But I'll blow something up.


I will blow something up.